SISTERS FOREVER

By SANIA

Staring at the screen all day long

I know this isn't where I belong

I look at old photos of us from time to time

Being reckless in the stages of our prime

Frolicking and laughing under the sun

Truly thinking that with each other, we had won.


My eyes are now always on a distant land

Where she resides and I'm meant to be

But how do I get there? That's unplanned

Years ago, I meant to ask-

"Take me with you when you go?"

For I knew she was a rolling stone

But it was too late she had already left.

Discarding me as if I hadn't waited

For her and for her upcoming quest.


Dwindling down I cry for her to come back

And not break our 'sister's forever' pact

But once it all settled down inside,

Heartbroken and miserable, I felt

Knowing these feelings couldn't be helped

Because my yearning to leave with her

It was so emphasised, it was so strong

And my stay in this place without her

It felt so sullen and it felt so wrong.

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